What does all of this mean? More waiting. Next appointment is mid April for urologist unless the second opinion is approved or he says something about the bleeding when I call today.
The surgery they want to do scares the hell out of me. It's called a radical nephrectomy. Don't google it like I did last week. I'm trying not to think about it until I absolutely have to and the date is on the calendar.
If anyone needs me, I'll be either hugging my husband or when he's sleeping, in my art journal. The piled up dishes and laundry can wait.