"I really do want to be more present. I want to be here even when it hurts."-Something I wrote on the above page. Something I've said often.
Kay asked me if I worked on the table or the floor. I work on the floor because I can spread out more. That said, if I had a table that was larger and that was at standing height, I'd be working there, too. I like to be able to move around a lot as I work and sitting on the floor allows me to move my legs around (as does standing at a table.) Just me and my weirdness.